Stout-Clubs-Benny's GirL-Me

好想你

2005-06-04T00:29:00.000+08:00

(i miss you)
还没忘了你这么多天没见
可是我总想起你的声音在我耳边
今天心情好吗
是否不愉快
要一切都看得开
世界没有太坏
虽然不在你身边
我的心有一条线
连着你牵着你
好想你想到愿意相信
我就闭上了眼睛你在这里
别忘记我们的约定
一直都在我心里
不管你在哪里
不要忘了我有多么爱你

不要忘了吃饭不管有多忙
不要忘了开车时候一定要往前看
其实我真的很快乐
有你一直守侯
一直走到了以后都挽着你的手
虽然不在你身边
但我在你心里面
我愿意等着你
我好想你想到不能呼吸
想到全身没力气没有关系
你别忘记我们的约定
一直都在我心里
不管你在哪里
不要忘了我有多么爱你
我也一直在这里
别忘了我有多么爱你

birthdate

2005-05-31T09:29:00.000+08:00

Me
12月28日﹝太阳#魔术师﹞代表人物：丹佐·华盛顿
好胜心强，充满斗志，活力充沛；对于工作非常执着和认真，每件事都有自我的意见，
给人万事通的印象。
优点是精力旺盛，具有非常好的领导、创作和沟通能力。
缺点是自信，野心太大，想同时做好几件事，分散力量。

My Man
11月08日﹝土星#正义﹞代表人物：玛格丽特·密契尔（《飘》作者）
个性刚毅、踏实，公正无私；好恶分明，具有强烈的责任心，能够集中全力追求自己理
想，成功欲望很强。
优点是对人对事都非常认真，脚踏实地，全力以赴。
缺点是常陷于自我的情绪困扰；主观性强，不易和人沟通。

倒带 - 蔡依林

2005-05-15T22:52:00.000+08:00

我受够了等待你所谓的安排
说的未来到底多久才来

总是要来不及才知道我可爱
我想依赖而你却都不在

应该开心的地带你给的全是空白
一个人假日发呆找不到人陪我看海

我在幸福的门外却一直都进不来
你累积给的伤害我是真的很难释怀

终於看开爱回不来而你总是太晚明白
最後才把话说开哭著求我留下来
终於看开爱回不来我们面前太多阻碍
你的手却放不开宁愿没出息求我别离开

你总是要我乖慢慢计划将来
我的眼泪却一直掉下来

过去怎黱交代你该给的信赖
被你亲手缓缓推入悬崖从我脸上的苍白
看到记忆慢下来过去甜蜜在倒带
只是感觉已经不在而我对你的期待
被你一次次摔坏已经碎成太多块要怎黱拼凑跟重来

终於看开爱回不来而你总是太晚明白
最後才把话说开哭著求我留下来
终於看开爱回不来我们面前太多阻碍
你的手却放不开宁愿没出息求我别离开

Delicated to Sheena Tan (sherry)

2005-05-10T00:23:00.000+08:00

although i may not know her well.. but her leaving is still something shocking to me.. maybe i still cannot accept the truth that her left this world in a very miserable way.. should i say she is very pitiful? or she is brave or strong enough to die. i believe it must take alot alot of courage to jump off.. will she regret?? i don't know. maybe its the best way for her to end every misery she is having. but i stongly believe her parents caused her death. they push her to the end where she has no way to go but to left........... this kind of parents who think they always want the best for the kids but in the other hand pushing them to death.

http://sherryadensii.blogspot.com/

i enjoy reading her blog she got good writing skill. too bad a gal with her intelligent just left us.
To a dear friend who has so sadly departed ourworld on Saturday. It was so unexpected, I'm sureI can safely speak for almost everyone that thenews that you took your own life hit us like a tonof bricks. It seemed so unreal, so unnatural foryou to do that. I've always seen your smiling,never seen a frown or a sad look on your face.. I can't understand why you did that, and I guess Inever will. What's done is done, I only wish andpray that you're in a better place now. I hopeyou're up above, watching over those who love andcare for you, those who have shed a million tearsfor you, those whose hearts have been sunk andtorn apart. I hope you'll give them strength tocarry on. Courage to carry on.So for now my friend, my thoughts and prayers withyou up above. I'll miss your hugs and pinches.

2005-04-28T23:17:00.000+08:00

waiting for benny to finish work n buy frog leg porridge from geylang.. for my supper!!! =)

Mambo Jumbo

2005-04-28T23:04:00.000+08:00

last night 27/4/2005 was dragged down to zouk by miss catherine chua or should i call her kathryn... the boo boo girl. I think its been 1 year plus since i last went mambo... went coffeeshop had some drinks as usual guiness stout.. n kat had her dinner.. chicken chop that cost $4.50. kinda expensive... of course my michelle boy was with me.. He took half day n came shop n find me then then went bersher's ROM dinner then his house wait for him to bath n get dressed n back to my house to. went zouk in my jeans n oversized black tshirt.. WITHOUD any makeup.. haha.... cant be bothered anyway its just mambo.. feel old at mambo.. kinda embarass about the thought we are going zouk.....................

11pm 1 for 1 obviously its time to get trash. bought 1 jug of screwdriver n 1 long island.. (yucks) but its my darling fav drink. standing at our fav spot, mydarling was quietly standing one corner... finishing up one jug of long island... WOW.... then he bought a bot of beer n start drinking a slip of beer a mouthful of long island... in the end i was so tired.. i wanted to go home n zzzzz cant finish the drink.. left 1/2 jug of long island.. gave it to zhenyi... went to the deli, bought HOTDOG bun.. hehe... then walk to the taxi stand .. going back to kat house to retrieve our bike.. but mr benny start puking... n puking n puking.. never see him puke so much..... hmmm i think i saw once b4 hehe.... finally.. he puke blood... complaining about how painful his liver was... managed to take a cab back home.. drag him up my house.. bath him n get him into bed.... he look so much in pain... haiz.. hurts me.. to see him in pain... but i was so tired.. knock out once i lie on my comfortable bed.. hehe... ZzZzZzzzz

2005-04-24T00:04:00.000+08:00

I Love Benny Fong!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

we are together for 1 year 4 months and 22 days. He is sleeping so sexily beside me now with a wonderful continuously music snoring around my room ZzZzzzzzzzzz. 30th April.. our first trip out SINGAPORE... waiting for the day.... i will update my blog if i remember hahaha....

25 things women wish men would figure out

2005-04-23T23:55:00.000+08:00

*Saying I love you before, during or after sex doesn't count.
*When we ask you how we look, fine is not an appropriate answer.
*We obsess over whether you'll call from the moment we give you our number.
*We fantasize. But it's usually about you.
*We love it when you email us at work.
*No matter how cool we seem about it, if you did something bad, we're pissed off.
*Don't patronize us by asking if our bad mood is because of PMS.
*Don't ever tell us what to do, even when we ask you to.
*We will leave you if you lie to us.
*We're unimpressed by men who don't take the lead. Be a man, dammit!
*We love when you hold our hands.
*We need to hear how you feel about us. Tell us right now. And again in ten minutes.
*We want to be the best thing that ever happened to you -- and for you to know it.
*If we don't feel loved, we'll start looking elsewhere.
*Don't talk about your ex. Ever.
*We like porn, too.
*We remember everything about our relationships. Yes, everything.
*We let you fix things.
*You're sexiest when you're: sweating, driving, shaving, or holding a baby.
*We've faked it.
*Groping and foreplay are not the same thing.
*While we're on the subject: more foreplay!
*If we're not having sex it's because: we feel fat; we don't feel very close to you, or we are punishing you for not doing something our way.
*We're afraid to meet your mother.
*We think you should have already known all this stuff.

5 Big Fat Love Myths

2005-03-29T21:01:00.000+08:00

Love Myth #1: You can't be in love with two people at once.
Are you serious? That's like saying you can't like cake and ice cream at the same time, as if loving one prevents you from loving the other. Consider this a cultural thing - in Europe, it's perfectly okay to be polyamorous. Of course, we're not suggesting that makes it any easier...

Love Myth #2: All you need is love.
Love - while grand - is not the duct tape of the heart. Love has the bonding properties of a slightly tattered and linty stretch of Scotch tape; it might do the job for awhile, but you better not be counting on it to hold anything together long term. Love's a great start, but totally useless until you can also communicate, understand each other, and solve problems.

Love Myth #3: Love is hard.
No, love is work. Maybe not easy work, either, but it shouldn't be hard. Or painful. Or something that you're not enthusiastically willing to work though to make things better.

Love Myth #4: There's a "best" or "right" way to fall in love.
You should be friends first. You should fall in love at first sight. Take it slow. If it's true love, you'll know right away. Ugh. Why are we still letting people tell us that one way to fall in love is somehow better or more likely to work than another? No matter what timetable it works on, whenever love shows up at your door, why not just be happy it got there at all?

Love Myth #5: Love is a feeling.
Sure, love contains a lot of feelings - the butterflies-in-the-stomach joyous anxiety, that throbbing passion, the sappy heart-strings-pulling stuff - but at the end of the day, love is really an action. It's about doing, not feeling, especially during the moments when you inconveniently lack those feelings that make your actions easier.

The Truth About Man

2005-02-25T10:15:00.000+08:00

1. The nice men are ugly.
2. The handsome men are not nice.
3. The handsome and nice men are gay.
4. The handsome, nice and heterosexual men are married.
5. The men who are not so handsome, but are nice men, have no money.
6. The men who are not so handsome, but are nice men with money think we are only after their money.
7. The handsome men without money are after our money.
8. The handsome men, who are not so nice and somewhat heterosexual, don't think we are beautiful enough.
9. The men who think we are beautiful, that are heterosexual, somewhat nice and have money, are cowards.
10.The men who are somewhat handsome, somewhat nice and have some money and thank God are heterosexual, are shy and NEVER MAKE THE FIRST MOVE!!!!
11. The men who never make the first move, automatically lose interest in us when we take the initiative.
NOW, WHO CAN POSSIBLY UNDERSTAND MEN?
Men are like a fine wine. They all start out like grapes, and it's our job to stomp on them and keep them in the dark until they mature into something you'd like to have dinner with.

Defination of Marriage

2005-02-21T00:05:00.000+08:00

1. Marriage is not a word. It's a sentence (a life sentence).
2. Marriage is love. Love is blind. Therefore marriage is an institution for the blind.
3. Marriage is an institution in which a man loses his bachelors Degree and the woman gets her masters.
4. Marriage is a three ring circus: engagement ring, wedding ring and suffering.
5. Married life is full of excitement and frustration: In the first year of marriage, the man speaks and the woman listens. In the second year,the woman speaks and the man listens. In the third year, they both speak and the NEIGHBOR listens.
6. Getting married is very much like going to a restaurant with friends. You order what you want, and when you see what the other person has, you wish you had ordered that instead.
7. There was this man who muttered a few words in the church and found himself married. A year later he muttered something in his sleep and found himself divorced.
8. A happy marriage is a matter of giving and taking; the husband gives and the wife takes.
9. Son: How much does it cost to get married, Dad? Father: I don't know son, I'm still paying for it.
10. Son: Is it true Dad? I heard that in ancient China, a man doesn't know his wife until he marries her. Father: That happens everywhere, son, EVERYWHERE!
11. Love is one long sweet dream, and marriage is the alarm clock.
12. They say that when a man holds a woman's hand before marriage,it is love; after marriage it is self-defense.
13. When a newly married man looks happy, we know why. But when a 10-year married man looks happy, we wonder why.
14. There was this lover who said that he would go through hell for her.They got married, and now he is going through HELL.
15. Confucius says: man who sinks into woman's arm soon have arms in woman's sink.
16. When a man steals your wife, there is no better revenge than to let him keep her.
17. Eighty percent of married man cheat in America, the rest cheat in Europe.
18. After marriage, husband and wife become two sides of a coin. They just can't face each other, but still they stay together.
19. Marriage is a man and a woman become one. The trouble starts when they try to decide which one.
20. Before marriage, a man yearns for the woman he loves. After the marriage the "Y" becomes silent. 21. I married Miss right, I just didn't know her first name was Always.
22. It's not true that married men live longer than single men, it only seems longer.
23. Losing a wife can be hard. In my case, it was almost impossible.
24. A man was complaining to a friend: I HAD IT ALL - MONEY, A BEAUTIFUL HOUSE, THE LOVE OF A BEAUTIFUL WOMAN, THEN POW! IT WAS ALL GONE. WHAT HAPPENED, asked his friend. He says - MY WIFE FOUND OUT.
25. WIFE: Let's go out and have some fun tonight. HUSBAND: OK, but if you get home before I do, leave the hallway lighs on.
26. At a cocktail party, one woman said to another: AREN'T YOU WEARING YOUR RING ON THE WRONG FINGER? The other replied, YES, I, AM. I MARRIED THE WRONG MAN.
27. Man is incomplete until he gets married; then he is finished.
28. It doesn't matter how often a married man changes his job, he still ends up with the same boss.
29. A man inserted an ad in the paper - WIFE WANTED. The next day he received a hundred letters and they all said the same thing - YOU CAN HAVE MINE.
30. When a man opens the door of his car for his wife, you can be sure of one thing - either the car is new or the wife is.

Wat Girls are thinking

2005-02-14T23:49:00.000+08:00

When a GIRL is quiet,
Millions of things are running in her mind.
When a GIRL is not arguing,
She is thinking deeply.
When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions,
She is wondering how long you will be around.
When a GIRL answers "i'm fine" after a few seconds,
She is not at all fine.
When a GIRL stares at you,
She is wondering why you are lying.
When a GIRL lays on your chest,
She is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a GIRL calls you everyday,
She is seeking for your attention.
When a GIRL wants to see you everyday,
She wants to be pampered.
When a GIRL sms's u everyday,
She wants you to reply at least once.
When a GIRL says I love you,
She means it.
When a GIRL says that she can't live without you,
She has made up her mind that you are her future.
When a GIRL says "i miss you",
No one in this world can miss you more than that

Has any ger cried for u b4

2005-02-07T22:34:00.000+08:00

Has any ger cried for u b4?

If a gal cries in front of u, it means dat she couldnt take it anymore.
If u take her hand, she would stay with u 4 de rest of ur life;
If u let her go, she couldnt go back 2 being herself anymor.

A gal wont cry easily,
xcept in front of de person who she loved e most, she becomes weak.
A gal wont cry easily, only wen she love u de most, she put down her ego.

Guys, if a gal cries bcoz of u,please hold her hands firmly,
she's the one who would stay with u 4 derest of ur life.

Guys, if a gal cries bcoz of u,
please dont give her up,maybe bcoz of ur decision, u ruin her life.

When she cry rite infrnt of u,When she cry bcoz of u,Look into her eyes,
Can u see n feel de pain n hurt she's feelin?
Think. Which other girl have cried wif pure sincerity,Infront of u, and bcoz of u?

She cry not because she is weak,
She cry not bcoz she wan sympathy or pity,
She cry, Because cryin silently is no longer possible,
De pain, hurt,n agony hav bcome 2 big aburden 2 b kept inside.

Guys, Think about it,
If a gal cry her heart out 2 u, And all because of u,
Its time 2 look back on wat u hav done, Only u will know de answer 2 it.

Do consider it,
Coz one day, It may b 2 late 4 regrets, It may b 2 late 2 say "im sorry".

To my friends...
Ponder this message seriously.
Dont do dis to a gal, You may regret 4 de rest of ur life.
Maybe in ur life, she's the onli one dat love u de most.
Remember dis lesson

Loving Her

2005-02-07T22:25:00.000+08:00

TELL HER WHY YOU THINK SHE'S COOL.
Tell her why you think she's so cool.
Smell her hair.
Talk to her in movie theatres.
Pick her up and pretend you're going to throw her in the river;
she'll scream and fight you but secretly, she`ll love it.
Hold her hand and skip.Hold her hand and run.
JUST HOLD HER HAND.
Pick flowers from other peoples gardens and give them to her.
Tell her she's pretty.
Let her pay if she wants to.
Introduce her to your friends as the coolest girl you know.
Sit in the park and talk to her.
JUST TALK TO HER.
Take her to the library.
TAKE HER ANYWHERE.
Tell her dirty jokes.
TELL HER HAPPY STORIES.
TELL HER SAD STORIES.
TELL HER YOUR STORIES.
TELL HER ANYTHING.
TELL HER STUPID JOKES.
Write poems about her.
JUST WALK WITH HER.
Throw pebbles at her window.
WHEN SHE STARTS SWEARING, TELL HER YOU LOVE HER.
Take her to shows of bands shes' never heard of.
Hold her hand in the mosh pit.
LET HER FALL ASLEEP IN YOUR ARMS.
Call her.
Call her back if she calls you.
Sing to her, no matter how bad you are.
Carve your names into a tree.
GET HER MAD, THEN KISS HER.
Give her piggy-back rides.
Go see her band play even if they really suck and tell her they were great.
GIVE HER SPACE WHEN SHE NEEDS IT.
Push her on swings.
Stay up with her all night when shes sick.
Make up pet names for her but cool ones not sappy ones.
Teach her guitar.
Lend her your cds.
Write on her.
Write about her.
Make her mixtapes.
Write her letters.
Take her to cool shops and let her take you to even cooler ones.
JUST HANG OUT WITH HER.
Listen to all the bands she mentions.
Dont tell her that her favorite bands suck.
WHEN SHE'S SAD, HANG OUT WITH HER OR STAY ON THE PHONE WITH HER, EVEN IF SHE'S NOT SAYING ANYTHING.
Buy her ice cream.
Let her take all the photos of you she wants.
LOOK INTO HER EYES.
Slow dance with her even if the music is fast.
TELL HER A SECRET.
Kiss her in the rain.
JUST KISS HER.TRUST HER.
LOVE HER.BE YOURSELF AROUND HER.
CHERISH HER.
and when you fall in love with her tell her.

Female

2005-01-09T01:59:00.000+08:00

1. When a girl says she's sad, but she isn't crying, it means she's crying in her heart.

2. When she ignores you after you've done something wrong, it's best to give her sometime to cool down before touching her heart with an apology.

3. A girl can't find anything to hate about the guy she loves (which is why it is so hard for her to 'get over him' after the relationship's over.)

4. If a girl loves a guy, he will always be on her mind every minute of the day, even though she flirts with other guys.

5. When the guy she likes smiles and stares deep into her eyes, she will melt.

6. A girl likes to hear compliments, but usually is not sure how to react to them.

7. When a particular guy flirts with a girl very often, a girl would start thinking the guy likes her. So if you treat a girl just as a friend, go easy on the smiles and stare ok?

8. If you don't like a girl who likes you, break it to her gently.

9. If a girl starts avoiding you after you reject her, leave her alone for a while. If you still treat her as a friend, talk to her.

10. Girls enjoy talking about what they feel. Music, poetry, drawings and writing are ways of expressing themselves (which explains why most girls like writing journals).

11. Never tell a girl that she is useless in anyway.

12. Being too serious can turn a girl off.

13. When the guy she likes calls her for the first time, the girl may act uninterested during the call. But as soon as the phone is back on the hook, she will whoop with joy and immediately start telephoning her friends to spread the news.

14. A smile means a lot to a girl.

15. If you like a girl, try making friends with her first. Let her get to know you.

16. If a girl says she can't go out with you because she has to study, leave.

17. But if she still calls you or expect a call from you, stay.

18. Don't try to guess a girl's feelings. Ask her.

19. Hearing the words "I love you" is a great reassurance to a girl that she is beautiful.

20. After a girl falls in love with a guy, she'll wonder why she never noticed him before.

21. If you need tips on how to flirt with a girl, read romance stories.

22. When class pictures come out, a girl would first check who is standing next to her crush before actually looking at herself.

23. A girl's ex-crush will always be in her memory, but the guy she loves now stays in her heart.

24. Girls love having fun!

25. A simple 'Hi' can brighten a girl's day.

26. A girl's best friends usually know best what she is feeling and going through.

27. Girls hate it when a guy pays attention to them just to get close to their 'prettier' friend.

28. Love means devotion, caring and happiness to a girl, in that order.

29. Some girls care about looks, some care about brains, but ALL girls want a guy who will love and care for them.

30. Girls want nothing more than to feel loved.

Man

2004-12-16T23:19:00.000+08:00

When a guy reali falls in love and becomes faithful to his beloved, his change in his character will reali shock every1 around him..

His egoist heart will uncompromisingly softens when he willingly gives his heart to the lady he falls in love with.. furthermore he'll be willing to sacrifice everythin and do anythin fer his loved one..

No matter how egoist he may be, tears will fall from his cheeks wen his heart's broken..

It's not easy to see guys who would truly cry fer their loved ones...

~20 signs to recognise the strong love a guy holds fer his beloved..
1. he willingly do anythin n everythin fer his beloved.. with sincerity not coercion
2. he constantly wans to humour his beloved and tends to be more talkative
3. he tends to advise his beloved more as he truly loves her and wans her to be a better person
4. he tries to restrict her freedom due to his overwhelmin jealousy
5. he constantly fears losin his beloved
6. he always monitors his beloved's movements as he feels insecure
7. he hates e idea of other guys bein close to his beloved
8. he becomes jealous and sensitive wen his beloved pays less attention to him
9. he becomes the most hardworking person n help his beloved to do anythin n everythin
10. he becomes restless wen his beloved's away fer too long
11. he cares fer his beloved more than he does himself
12. he constantly asks if his beloved loves him as he feels his love is greater than his beloved's
13. he would not be bothered wif other gals who dun hold any importance to him
14. he will try to spend a lot of time wif his beloved even tho he noes he'll end up waitin fer his beloved
15. he praises his beloved in front of others
16. if his beloved leaves him, he will correct himself to be abetter man fer his beloved
17. wen ther is a third party, he loses his mind and is willing to do anythin to fight fer his beloved
18. he makes sure he ensures her safety at all times
19. he is lyk a small kid who fights fer constant attention from his beloved
20. he treats his beloved as his most trusted one and willing to sacrifice all of his wealth and even his life fer her

藉口

2004-11-30T09:06:00.000+08:00

翻著我們的照片　想念若隱若現　
去年的冬天　我們笑得很甜
看著你哭泣的臉　對著我說再見　
來不及聽見　你已走得很遠

也許你已經放棄我　也許已經很難回頭
我知道是自己錯過　請再給我一個理由　
說你不愛我

就算是我不懂能不能原諒我
請不要把分手當作你的請求
我知道堅持要走是你受傷的藉口
請你回頭　我會陪你一直走到最後

就算沒有結果我也能夠承受
我知道你的痛是我給的承諾
你說給過我笑容　沉默是因為包容
如果要走　請你記得我
如果難過　請你忘了我

Somebody you love" vs "Somebody you like

2004-11-28T18:48:00.000+08:00

In front of the person you like, your heart beats faster.
But in front of the person you love, you get happy.

In front of the person you love, winter seems like spring.
But in front of the person you like, winter is just beautiful winter.

If you look into the eyes of the one you like, you blush.
But if you look into the eyes of the one you love,you smile.

In front of the person you like, you can't say everything on your mind.
But in front of the person you love, you can.

In front of the person you like, you tend to get shy.
But in front of the person you love, you can show your own self.

You can't look straight into the eyes of the one you like.
But you can always smile into the eyes of the one you love.

When the one you love is crying, you cry with them.
But when the one you like is crying, you end up comforting.

The feeling of love starts from the eye
But the feeling of like starts from the ear.

So if you stop liking a person you used to like, all you need to do is cover your ears.
But if you try to close your eyes, love turns into a drop of tear and remains in your heart forever ...

50 most romantic things to do with you b/f or g/f)

2004-11-27T10:13:00.000+08:00

1. Watch the sunset together.
2. Whisper to each other.
3. Cook for each other.
4. Walk in the rain.
5. Hold hands
6. Buy gifts for each other.
7. Roses.
8. Find out their favorite cologne/perfume and wear it every time you're together.
9. Go for a long walk down the beach atmidnight.
10. Write poetry for each other.
11. Hugs are the universal medicine.
12. Say I love you, only when you mean it andmake sure they know you mean it.
13. Give random gifts of flowers/candy/poetryetc.
14. Tell her that she's the only girl you everwant. Don't lie!
15. Spend every second possible together.
16. Look into each other's eyes.
17. Very lightly push up her chin, look into hereyes, tell her you love her, and kiss her lightly.
18. When in public, only flirt with each other.
19. Put love notes in their pockets when theyaren't looking.
20. Buy her a ring.
21. Sing to each other.
22. Always hold her around her hips/sides.
23. Take her to dinner and do the dinner for twodeal.
24. Spaghetti? (Ever see Lady and the Tramp?)
25. Hold her hand, stare into her eyes, kiss herhand and then put it over your heart.
26. Dance together.
27. I love the way a girl looks right after she'sfallen asleep with her head in my lap.
28. Do cute things like write I love you in a note so that they have to look in a mirror to read it.
29. Make excuses to call them every 5 minutes
30. Even if you are really busy doing something,go out of your way to call and say I love you.
31. Call from your vacation spot to tell them you were thinking about them.
32. Remember your dreams and tell her aboutthem.
34. Tell each other your most sacred secrets/fears.
35. Be Prince Charming to her parents.
36. Brush her hair out of her face for her.
37. Hang out with his/her friends.
38. Go to church/pray/worship together.
39. Take her to see a romantic movie andremember the parts she liked.
40. Learn from each other and don't make thesame mistake twice.
41. Describe the joy you feel just to be with him/her.
42. Make sacrifices for each other.
43. Really love each other, or don't stay together.
44. Let there never be a second during any givenday that you aren't thinking about them, and make sure they know it.
45. Love yourself before you love anyone else.
46. Learn to say sweet things in foreign languages.
47. Dedicate songs to them on the radio.
48. Fall asleep on the phone with each other.
49. Stand up for them when someone talks trash.
50. Never forget the kiss goodnight and alwaysremember to say, "Sweet dreams."

Tears

2004-11-24T09:17:00.000+08:00

No Man is worth a woman's tears. The only one who's worth her tears is the one who knows he could but would never, ever make her cry

If I ain't got you

2004-11-10T10:30:00.000+08:00

Some people live for the fortune
Some people live just for the fame
Some people live for the power yeah
Some people live just to play the game
Some people think that the physical things
Define what's within I've been there before
But that life's a bore
So full of the superficial
Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby

Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you
Some people search for a fountain
Promises forever young
Some people need three dozen roses
And that's the only way to prove you love them
And in a world on a silver platter
And wondering what it means No one to share, no one who truly cares for me
Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you
Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you
If I ain't got you with me baby
Nothing in this whole wide world don't mean a thing
If I ain't got you with me baby

An Essay of Love

2004-10-18T09:53:00.000+08:00

Somebody told me that 'Finding the right person' is very hard and very wrong...

It is best to be the right person for the one you love and start from there..

You'll always end up disappointed when you set standards and define a "right person" for you and don't rush things...

Because somewhere, somehow GOD is preparing somebody for you.You can never be perfect. The person you love can never be perfect..

But both of you can be perfect through love and prayers, and your love can be perfect through the both of you.

Our relationships fail not because she is not the right person.

It is because we expect too much and we decided on our own.

Let GOD do the workYou may call it waiting..

Pray.

Let GOD Guide you always...
HE knows better.
HE knows best.

Love is not what you think it is, because we are overwhelmed with joy and romance, we forget to learn the meaning of true love.

Some are saying that love is unselfish, blind, unconditional or simply denying oneself for the sake of someone very important in our life.

Others are saying love is immortal and can never be defined.

When we think we're in love the first thing we almost wanted the whole world to know is that our love for someone could last forever.

We say this phrase "You are the most wonderful gift from GOD.. "

After a terrible fight or sometimes even a petty quarrel we then say :"You are the biggest mistake I've ever made for my entire life!!!."

Now, how do you say and spell the word
L-O-V-E ?

Are you really deeply into it?

Nobody can tell what love really is until experience speaks and whispers right into our ears.

Many times we thought after having committed to someone and your trust to one another freezes down to 0 degree"

She ain't the right one.I should probably wait for the right one to come."

But the big question anyone could not answer is "Is she the right one?" and"
When is the right time?"

That made us stick to whom we are with.

Will you always be waiting for the right person to come and the right time to commit?

A big YES is the answer.

Don't be in a hurry to get into a relationship because you can never find love if you insist that you are already into it.

Try to find time to really understand your real feelings, to know who you really are, and what you really want in a relationship.

You're right,
There is no such thing as a perfect relationship, but there is a compatible partnership that goes along with it

If you knew and felt that the relationship will not last, don't go deeper into it.

You'll just suffer the consequences and live like hell the rest of your life.

It's really hard to say goodbye though, but you can't make it any better by just pretending you still have the same feelings.

Try to let go and give yourself a chance to grow and give your heart a much needed attention.

Then you will find that you have made the right decision and you made it all by yourself.

More frequently than not, we all act in a hypocritical manner for some reason.We call it love when we can't leave someone and see them crying as we try to let go.

We are wrong, it's just pity.

We call it love when we're too attached and think that losing the one we love will somehow make us weak and unable to face the storms of life.

We call it love when we give our whole life to them, the wholeness of us and imagined that if they leave no one would accept us and our past.

We are mistaken, it's just insecurity.

But no matter what the definition is, the truth still remains that love isn't something you can buy nor beg.

It is real and existing.

You can't touch it but you can feel it in your heart.

You can't find it, but it will knock before you when you least expect it to come.

It can make you the happiest soul in heaven, but don't forget that it also can make you the most miserable person in the whole galaxy!

Life is Beautiful.

Promise of Love

2004-10-18T09:44:00.000+08:00

From the very Beginning, Gal's family objected strongly on her dating with this guy. Saying that it has got to do with family background, & that the gal will have to suffer for the rest of her life if she were to be with him.

Due to family's pressure, the couple quarrel very often. Tho the gal love the guy deeply, but she always ask him: "How deep is your love for me?"

As the guy is not good with his words, this often cause the gal to be very upset. With that & the family's pressure, the gal often vent her anger on him. As for him,.. he only endure it in silence. After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated & decided to further his studies in overseas.

Before leaving, he proposed to the gal: "I'm not very good with words. But all I know is that I love you. If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family, I'll try my best to talk them round. Will you marry me?"

The gal agreed, & with the guy's determination, the family finally gave in & agreed to let them get married. So before he leave, they got engaged.

The gal went out to the working society, whereas the guy was overseas, continuing his studies. They sent their love thru emails & phone calls. tho it's hard, but both never thot of giving up.

One day, while the gal was on her way to work, she was knocked down by a car that lost control. when she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She realised that she was badly injured. Seeing her mum crying, she wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all that could come out of her mouth was just a sigh. She has lost her voice....

The doctors says that the impact on her brain has caused her to lose her voice. Listening to her parents' comfort, but with nothing coming out from her, she broke down. During the stay in hospital, besides silence cry, it's still just a silence cry that accompanied her.

Upon reaching home, everything seems to be the same. Except for the ringing tone of the phone. Which pierced into her heart everytime it rang.

She does not wish to let the guy know. & not wanting to be a burden to him, she wrote a letter to him saying that she does not wish to wait any longer.

With that, she sent the ring back to him. In return, the guy sent millions & millions of reply, countless of phonecalls, all the gal could do, besides crying, is still crying.... The parents decided to move away, hoping that she could eventually forget everything & be happy.

With a new environment, the gal learn sign language & started a new life. Telling herself everyday that she must forget the guy. One day, her fren came & told her that he's back. She asked her fren not to let him know what happened to her. Since then, there wasn't anymore news of him.

A year has passed & her fren came with an envelope, containing an invitation card for the guy's wedding. The gal was shattered. When she open the letter, she saw her name in it instead. When she was about to ask her fren wat's going on, she saw the guy standing in front of her.

He used sign language telling her "I've spent a year's time to learn sign language. Just to let you know that I've not forgotten our promise. Let me have the chance to be your voice. I Love You."

With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger.

The gal finally smiled.

Meaning Of Kissesss

2004-10-18T09:38:00.000+08:00

1) Kiss on the hand......... I adore you
2) Kiss on the cheek....... I just want to befriends
3) Kiss on the neck......... I want you
4) Kiss on the lips............I love you
5) Kiss on the ears.......... I'm just playing
6) Kiss anywhere else..... Let's not gt carriedaway
7) Look in your eyes........ Kiss me
8) Playing with your hair... I can't live w/o you
9) Hand on your waist....... I luv u 2 mch 2 ltyou go

Article two: The 3 steps
1) Girls: If a guy get fresh with you Slap him.
2) Guys: If any girls slap you, kiss her
3) Girls & Guys:Close ur eyes wen kising its rude 2 stare.

Article three: The Commandments:
1) Thou shall not squeeze too hard
2) Thou shall not ask 4 a kiss, just give & take one
3) Thou shall kiss every opportunity

abOut Woman

2004-10-18T09:34:00.000+08:00

This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.

FIVE MINUTES If she is getting dressed, this is half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given 5 more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.

NOTHING This is the calm before the storm. This means "something," and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with 'Nothing' usually end in "Fine" GO AHEAD This is a dare, not permission. Don't do it.

LOUD SIGH This is not actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A "Loud Sigh" means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you over "Nothing"

THAT'S OKAY This is one of the most dangerous statements that a woman can make to a man. "That's Okay" means that she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.

THANKS A woman is thanking you. Do not question it or faint. Just say you're welcome

Love

2004-09-28T11:17:00.000+08:00

When you think of your past love, you may view itas a failure. But when you find a new love, you view the past as a teacher. In the game of love,it doesn't really matter who won or who lost.What is important is you know when to hold on and when to let go! You know you really love someone when you want him or her to be happy, even if their happiness means that you're not part of it.Everything happens for the best.If the person you love doesn't love you back,don't be afraid to love someone else again, for you'll never know unless you give it a try.You'll never love a person you love unless you risk for love. Love strives in hurting. If you don't get hurt, you don't learn how to love.Love doesn't hurt all the time. Though the hurting is still there to test you, it is to help you grow. Don't find love, let love find you.That's why it's called falling in love because you don't force yourself to fall. You just fall.You cannot finish a book without closing its chapters. If you want to go on, then you have to leave the past as you turn the pages.Love is not destroyed by a single failure or won by a single caress. It is a lifetime venture inwhich we are always learning, discovering and growing. The greatest irony of love is letting go when you need to hold on and holding on when you need to let go. We lose someone we love only when we are destined to find someone else who can love us even more than we can love ourselves. On falling out of love, take some time to heal and then get beckon the horse. But don't ever make the same mistake of riding the same one that threw you the first time.To love is to risk rejection, to live is to risk dying, to hope is to risk failure. But risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is risk nothing! To reach for another is to risk involvement, to expose your feelings is to expose true self; to love is to risk not to be loved in return. How to define love: fall but do not stumble, be constant but not too persistent,share and never be unfair, understand and try not to demand, hurt but never keep the pain.Love is like a knife. It can stab the heart or it can carve wonderful images into the soul that always last for a lifetime. Love is supposed to be the most wonderful feeling. It should inspire you and give you joy and strength. But sometimes the things that give you joy can also hurt you in the end. Loving people means giving them the freedom who they choose to be and where they choose to be. For all the heartaches and the tears, for gloomy days and fruitless years, you should give thanks, for you know, that there were the things that helped you grow.Loving someone means giving him the freedom to find his way, whether it leads towards you or away from you. Love is a painful risk to take but the risk must be taken no matter how scary or painful, for only then you'll experience the fullness of humanity and that is love.Only love can hurt your heart, fill you with desire and tear you apart.Only love can make you cry and only love knows why. If you're not ready to cry, if you're not ready to take the risk, if you're not ready to feel the pain, then you're not ready to fall in love. There was a time in our lives when we became afraid to fall in love 'coz every time we do, we get hurt, and then I figured that's why it's called falling in love.

2004-09-28T10:07:00.000+08:00

All my life i was afraid that i would never find love.....

And now i've have found it, i'm afraid that i will lose it.

2004-09-28T10:06:00.000+08:00

When i cry i see you in my tears But i clean my tears therefore no one can see you.

2004-09-28T10:03:00.000+08:00

There are so many stars in the sky and only some will get noticed. Among those you choose to ignore is the one which is willing to shine for you forever even if your glance remained elsewhere.

2004-09-28T10:01:00.000+08:00

It breaks your heart to see the one you love is happy with someone else...

but

It's more painful to know the one you love is unhappy with you

2004-09-28T10:00:00.000+08:00

Never Love A Love That Hurts,

Never Hurt A Love That Loves.

2004-09-28T09:58:00.000+08:00

Lucky is the man who is the first love of a woman

but

luckier is the woman who is the last love of the man

2004-09-28T09:54:00.000+08:00

I LOVE YOU NOT BECAUSE I NEED YOU

BUT

I NEED YOU BECAUSE I LOVE YOU

I'd rather fucked with you - Eamon

2004-09-06T22:14:00.000+08:00

[Person 1:] Royalty
[Eamon:] yea..ya this one of dem songs you can kick bak smoke a blunt nd get real fuked up [Person 1:] haha thas wha im talkin bout E
[Eamon:] Yea.. ya statin island in tha house huh I like to welcome you to another experience ofho-wop (woo woo) ladies you can call me E, or you can jus call me huh here we go uh uh uh

I'd rather fuk wit you All through tha nightCuz your lookin good (you lookin fine tonight baby)Now i'm takin on your friends Cuz you ran your mouth like i knew you wud (actin so stupid)Even though i gotta flock thas pretty largeI dun't wanna front (uh huh uh huh)Butcha kno you gotta work real hard to be my number one (uh huh ooowoo)I'd rather fuk yoouu yeaa (uh ya uh)I'd rather fuk wit yoouu (uh ya uh)I'd rather fuk yoouu yeaa (oooo)I'd rather fuk wit yoouu (uh ya uh)I'd rather fuk wit youCuz you like tha way i run my game (You know this shyts tight)

I kno you like my style cuz you like tha pleasure nd tha pain (see, see how I do)Doesn't really matter whatchu say cuz I ain't gunna stop (I dun't giva fuk)You cud be my bottom girl n rise up to tha top (For sure ooowooowoo)

I'd rather fuk yoouu yeaa (uh ya uh)I'd rather fuk wit yoouu (uh ya uh)I'd rather fuk yoouu yeaa (oooo)I'd rather fuk wit yoouu (uh ya uh)

I'd rather fuk wit youCuz tha otha chicks wana run thier liesYa better hurry up nd get this down cuz tha check out time (lets do this)She said she wanted me to go down town but I think i'll passBut whatcha gotta do is do me first nd then get my cash (ooowoowoo)

[2x's until fade]I'd rather fuk yoouu yeaa (uh ya uh)I'd rather fuk wit yoouu (I'd rather fuk wit you)I'd rather fuk yoouu yeaa (eeeee)I'd rather fuk wit yoouu (uh ya uh)

=)

2004-09-06T22:08:00.000+08:00

Eight month anniversary passed............ last night went chinatown this old shanghai resturant had dinner wif my family....... the food so so but very oily... after dinner.... dearie still feel hungry.. so we head to the porridge coffeeshop and he had pork porridge..... then we saw daddy & mummy walking towards us.. hehehe.... my darling is a big eater!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! geez

i love him so much

:::: I have no gift at all in shrewishness ::::
:::: I am a right maid for my cowardice ::::

Finally

2004-08-16T13:01:00.000+08:00

Finally i made it to the cyber world again.... my brother paid off the internet bills. hehehe

Sick!!

2004-08-08T01:07:00.000+08:00

i am sick.. bad flu!!! now waiting for my baby to come home... then i can go ZzzzzZZ

The Village

2004-08-07T02:06:00.000+08:00

Damn crappy movie..... waste of money but throughout the whole movie, i was juz clinging onto michelle boy. hehe!!!

Movie Time

2004-08-06T22:37:00.000+08:00

yeah yeah!!! going double dating later... watching The village...
shawn & june , Benny & Me... =)

love benny, michelle boy!

Seven month anniversary

2004-08-02T12:36:00.000+08:00

today is our seventh month anniversary. I Love Benny.

Thats why he insisted we eat good food. geez..

anyway love him. muacks

Fireworks

2004-08-02T12:17:00.000+08:00

Woke up around 10 am yesterday n he is still sleeping... was awaken by his snoring several times in the night... he is just too tired. Mummy cook prawn noodles for lunch and he had 2 big bowls =) We left home around 4plus and took mrt to Bugis.. the last day for the food festival. Strolling around, we bought the peking duck crispy skin wrap. it was very crowded. We walk to suntec passing Shaw tower. Again strolling around Suntec. Its was damn packed. We walk aimlessly.. actually trying to find a place to eat our dinner.. Walk around the restuarants at the Fountain of Wealth but i just dunno what to eat.. ended up walking to Marina Square... walk along millenia Walk, saw some nice shops but was too lazy to shop. Finally walk to marina square.. the whole place was under renovation. So we walk to the Marina Bay so called Fun fair.. where the fireworks was held.. Weather was hot. He had a cold beer and we walk around. Feast time as usual. We bought the steam corn in cup.. his fav.. ramli burger and then roti john.. we walk n eat... n strolll down to esplanade.. the weather start toget bad.. dark clouds. worried that the fireworks will be postpone... i was very lazy.. my legs aching.. Wanted to eat at Al Dante. but crowded.... then start drizzling... we quickly walk under the bridge... and bought ice cream and eat hehehe... we decided to walk to one fullerton... thinking that it wont be that crowded walking as it was still drizzling... kiasu singaporeans are all around. shethered under the umbrellas n still sitting by the beach at the bridge... saw my cousin VICTOR SEE walking pass me.. wif his friends.. then we walk around and walked to collyer quay. took a seat.. was very very tired.. my legs aching... rest for like 15 mins we walked back to one fullerton... and settled ourself at HARA Dining.. this japanese resturant beside Embargo.. a nice view to see the fireworks... So Happy.. We had Soft shell crabs, Shishaomo, Agendeshi tofu, salmon sushimi and tempura udon. everything cost around 80 bucks.. the place is nice the atmosphere is nice.. but the service sucks.... around 8 plus the fireworks started.. it was beautiful.. hmm it is a totally different kind of fireworks we always see. marvellous. going again next week to see again. I Love Benny. hehe muacks.

窗外 - Jacky Wu

2004-07-30T11:44:00.000+08:00

男:點了支不想抽的煙 Ya~ 思念像煙圈飄散在窗邊 oh~
女:泡了杯沒糖的咖啡我擦的香水 oh~ 會不會飄到你面前
男:外面下的雨捉摸不定
女:天空上的雲彷彿像你的心情捉摸不定
男:回想你扮鬼臉的表情難以忘記 oh~
女:回想你扮鬼臉的表情難以忘記 oh~

男:愛離窗外越來越遠下著大雨那一夜你哭紅雙眼
都是我不對我才發現我無力挽回 oh~
女:是我太顧慮尊嚴雖然我哭紅雙眼
你沒有不對我才發現我無力挽回 oh~

女:愛離窗外越來越遠已過了多久時間我哭紅雙眼
男:愛以被畫上等線你哭紅雙眼都是我不對
我才發現這早已經是從前
你沒有不對我才發現這早已經是從前

女:我想拉下窗簾男:我想閉上雙眼
合:只是我不想看到窗外過去的情節

男:都是我不對
女:你沒有不對
男:都是我不對
女:你沒有不對

Love

2004-07-27T10:06:00.000+08:00

:: There is only one happiness in life,to love and be loved. ::

:: To the world you may be one person,but to one person you may be the world. ::

:: Guys are like stars - so many to pick frombut only one can make all your dreams come true! ::

:: A Friend's love says:" If you ever need anything,I'll be there."True Love says:" You'll never need anything;I'll be there." ::

:: You don't marry someone you can live with,you marry the person who you cannot live without. ::

Are You In Love???

2004-07-25T14:51:00.000+08:00

When you are together with that special someone, you pretend to ignore that person. But when that special someone is not around, you might look around to find them. At that moment, you are in love.

Although there is someone else who always makes you laugh, your eyes and attention might go only to that special someone. Then, you are in love.

Although that special someone was supposed to have called you long back, to let you know of their safe arrival, your phone is quiet. You are desperately waiting for the call! At that moment, you are in love.

If you are much more excited for one short e-mail from that special someone than other many long e-mails, you are in love.

When you find yourself as one who cannot erase all the messages in your answering machine because of one message from thatspecial someone, you are in love.

When you get a couple of free movie tickets, you would not hesitate to think of that special someone. Then, you are in love.

You keep telling yourself, "that special someone is just a friend", but you realize that you can not avoid that person's special attraction. At that moment, you are in love.

While you are reading this page, if someone appears in your mind, then u are in love with that person.

Michelle Boy

2004-07-25T14:24:00.000+08:00

Benny, my boyfriend, my love, my dearie and the most important thing is he is mine!!

_::_Love looks not with the eyes, but with the mind
and therefore is winged cupid painted blind_::_

delicate to dearie

2004-07-22T17:02:00.000+08:00

i choose to love you in silence
cos in silence i find no rejection
and i choose to love you in my loneliness
cos in loneliness no one owns you but me

my thoughts

2004-07-22T16:59:00.000+08:00

I want the scars to show the pain i have been through!

Emotion - Destiny Child

2004-07-22T16:44:00.000+08:00

it's over and done
but the heartache lives on inside
and who's the one you're clinging to
instead of me tonight?

And where are you now, now that i need you?
Tears on my pillow wherever you go
i'll cry me a river that leads to your ocean
You never see me fall apart.

In the words of a broken heart
Its just emotion thats taken me ober
caught up in sorrow, lost in my soul
but if you don't come back
come home to me, darling
don't you know there's nobody left in this world to hold me tight
don't cha know there;s nobody left in this world to kiss goodnight
goodnight, goodnight.

i'm there at your side
i'm part of all things you ar
but you've got a part of someone ellse
You've got to find your shining star

And where are you now, now that i need you?
tears on my pillow wherever you go
i'll cry me a river that leads to your ocean

You never see me apart

In the words of a broken heart
Its just emotion thats taken me ober
caught up in sorrow, lost in my soul
but if you don't come back
come home to me, darling
don't you know there's nobody left in this world to hold me tight
nobody left in this world to kiss goodnight
goodnight, goodnight.

And where are you now, now that i need you?
tears on my pillow wherever you go
i'll cry me a river that leads to your ocean
You never see me apart

In the words of a broken heart
Its just emotion thats taken me over
caught up in sorrow, lost in my soul
but if you don't come back
come home to me, darling
nobody left in this world to hold me tight
nobody left in this world to kiss goodnight
goodnight, goodnight.